I love him
Secret: welcome back
Me: hello hello!
Me: wats the Secret doing!
Me: ?
Secret: trying to start some hw
Secret: u?
Secret: i hope you're not drinking tonight
Me: i wish i was my friend!
Me: and im just
Me: idk
Me: sorta drawing
Secret: balloons is the future, baby
Secret: whatever floats your toast
Me: i might drink tomorrow
Me: Nan needed today off
Me: cuz she went out after i left
Secret: who is Nan?
Me: the person who gets me drunk
Secret: like, more descriptions
Me: she's hot roommate's best friend
Me: goes to school w/ us
Secret: can i talk to hot roomate?
Me: no -.-
Secret: can i talk to Nan?
Me: no lol
Me: y would u want to talk to them
Secret: to tell them to stop giving you so much alcohol
Secret: because you're going to die or get raped or murdered
Secret: and it's making me sad
Me: i already told u that doesnt really matter anymore lol
Secret: yeah it does, to me
Secret: it makes me sad
Secret: does that matter
Me: i dont see y it would make u sad
Secret: i have nothing against getting totally shit-faced
Secret: but it seems like you do it too much.. and you do it when you're talking about pills
Secret: and that sort of shit can kill you
Secret: and it makes me really scared
Me: uve got nothing to wry about
Me: i have like 5 pills left and i wont be able to afford to get more after that
Me: so the pills and alcohol combination is not going to last long
Secret: you're not going to die from an od because you're going broke is supposed to mean i shouldn't worry?
Me: ok how about, im not the type of person to go buy random pills off the street so even if i had money i wouldnt go get them
Secret: you're still broke
Secret: and when you do have money, are you going to buy more?
Secret: your liver will rupture
Secret: shit hurts
Me: id have to get them from a doctor and all that
Secret: and would you
Secret: ?
Me: i dont desire them so much to go through all of that
Me: they just been sitting in my drawer for like two months now
Me: and i spent money on them so i wanted to just use em up
Me: i like em, but im not going to go out of my way to try to score some more
Me: i dont care enough about them to do that
Me: <3
Secret: : \
Me: no love for nina?
Secret: just worry
Secret: and love
Secret: but worry worry
Me: dont need to
Me: i be fine
